Rosten Zeon Carmona

Lol wow, everyone’s making collegiate teams, but me. Haha, well ain’t that about a bitch. Fuck this, 2013 is gonna be my blow up year. Like I’ve said, I’m gonna make a statement, this year is gonna be all about improvement and awe. Just you see, one day I’m gonna be in that top spot. Tired of all this stupid doubt, my new motto is, “fuck it” it seems simple enough. But on the contrary, it’s way more complex when you step into my shoes. I was definitely sure that I was gonna make Kaba with my boys, but I guess it just wasn’t my time and it’s meant for a reason. This in turn led me to be down and unsure about myself going to CG auds. I gave so much; from prototypes to time and money for the audition. But now that it’s behind me, I’m only gonna reach for the top and make any judges head spin. 2013 is the year, I fucking feel it.

The things I want to do with you.

• cook together
• fall asleep in your arms
• cuddling
• late night movie dates
• sing together
• slow dance
• feed you
• take care of you when you are sick
• listen to all your problems
• hold you when you are sad
• be silly with you
• pillow fights
• go to the beach
• play in the snow
• ice skating
• hold your hand in front of everyone
• fall asleep on the phone
• EVERYTHING.

happinessishardtofind:

morningsuns:

my birth

u crazy bitch